That is so sad, dude. I hope you get over your pet cat's death, I recently lost my dog he was a Cavalier King and one day I left my door open and he ran away, he usually comes back but I was pretty sure someone took him, and then I checked my neighbour's security camera footage and I saw two guys on a old GMC Acadia take him. I miss Yukio a lot I still hear his bark sometimes, hoping it's him, but it's been almost 7 months now.my cat just recently passed away and I saw him in my dream and he talked to me this time, I had so much fun and took him to my old places terrace which was his favourite place when he was alive, he told me that he liked this place cuz he can see all the cats around from this place. This was such a good dream and I didn't wanted to wake up but I did I cried a little but it is what it is. These pets do take a huge part in someones heart